Friday, October 26, 2007

Beauty Beauty Beauty, Love Love Love...


...Would be what my friend Carly would have said after experiencing what I have tonight. Apparently she has resolved that it takes a repetition of three times to accurately capture the meaning of a word in it's most sincere form.

Tonight, I attended a concert of the world famous Mozambiquan, Portuguese raised Fado singer, Mariza. I had first discovered this genre of music after being touched by having first seen live flamenco performed. Then, about a year ago while in Lisbon, I went to kill time in a music store and found myself almost in tears listening to a song by this woman on a pair of headphones in the shop.

I have never had the opportunity to witness a true vocalist before, and I must say, this woman must be right up there with the best. Her phrasing illuminating the meaning of the songs, doing her best to relate this oral tradition to a very Anglo audience. She was playful, mezmorizing, sexy, and heart warming all at the same time.

I was maintaining my composure, considering that Iberian music of this sort tends to bring me to my knees. That is, until, the encore. She came back out onto the stage after the stomping and cheering of the crowd. She said that since touring through The States and the UK, she had been asked if she could sing Fado in English. This, of course, is insane. It would be like asking an African tribal dancer to translate their work into a ballet. She apologized but said that in considering it, she had found an English language song that she believed held all the same roots, meaning, and sentimentality as Fado, and if Fado had been in English, she would imagine it to be somewhat like this song.

She began to sing, and the words that came out are as follows...."Summertime, and the livin' is easy..."

Just as some background information. My mother, original that she is, sang this song to me as a childhood lullaby, vamping it up in all the right places. We are a family of soul. What can I say?

Needless to say, sitting next to my mother in this concert, I seized her hand and proceeded to bawl like a baby. All I can say is, it is a good thing I was not sitting next to a stranger, a date, or even a relatively new friend. I would have either A) made them run for the hills, or B) drowned them in my tears.

After the concert, I discovered that Mariza was going to be signing some of her albums. I bought the one I do not already own, and was first in line when she sat down. After exchanging some words with her in both French and my broken Portuguese, and telling her how wonderful the show was. I told her, "My mother is South African...". This, unexpectedly, got the biggest response. I proceeded to tell her that this rendition of my childhood memory, long gone unheard, was the most beautiful I have heard (save for my mother's own, of course), and had us both truly touched, and unabashedly and involuntarily weeping. She touched my hands and said, "Give her the biggest kiss!!".

And so I did.

Muito obrigada

Thursday, October 25, 2007

That's just how I roll






Through friends of a very good neighboring friend down the road, today I was invited to attend a party celebrating the arrival of another friend's new Airstream trailer. But this was not just any old baked potato, folks. We dined on local café crab cakes, drank champagne, and rocked out to Tom Jones - one of my only problems with the day, as I now have "Sex Bomb" stuck in my head.

There was a certain level of insanity in the extravagance of the afternoon, however, when it was insisted that a bottle of champagne be smashed on the trailer hitch as way to send it off. The problem is that the champagne was a bottle of Dom Perrignon - the cheapest one (I'm assured), but Dom nonetheless.

Unacceptable wastage in the opinion of this 20-something, who has not yet reached that point in her life where such luxuries are expendable. I decided to partake of trailer hitch cava. It was still better than most of what I have tasted to this day

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Stuck


Lately, I have been feeling like this....

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Take a deep breath...


...And I did, just as the messaging system Skype instructs you to do before opening it's main window. After months of silence, I came online to find my beautiful friend, and now official extended family member, Wanja, waiting for me. I have been through thick and thin with this woman, having shared "our city", Paris with her for 3 years, making our apparently yearly pilgrimage to Spain, visiting Portugal and sharing my Californian home with her this last Christmas.

She has left Paris after calling it home for the last 6 years to move back to her native Nairobi, and was promptly snatched up (and rightly so) by an NGO to work as project manager in Juba, southern Sudan for the next 6 months - to be extended to 1 year when they realize how fabulous she is.

She is the feminine power incarnate. For the next 6 months, she is living in a dorm, eating army food, and hunkering down under her mosquito netting while planning a project focusing on gender based violence in this war torn nation, ultimately hoping to establish a youth group and media platform to attack the issue. When asking her to describe the area she tells me..." Samantha, this would be a top tourist destination if it were not for the war."

Always the optimist...and realist.

She arrived just days before her birthday, knowing no one, and being surrounded by people who are at least 10 years her senior who constantly demand that she prove herself capable and worthy of such a position. She is doing it beautifully I am sure.

The chef whipped her up a special occasion banana bread as a birthday cake substitute.

When asking about the people there, and making the obligatory tease about the available men, she says, " the women here tell me the odds are good...but the goods are odd - I don't think I'll have a distraction from my work."

If she read this, she would think I was being over-indulgent and sappy. All the more reason for me to say it.

Wanja, you are beautiful and strong and wonderful. You are taking a path that will be trying and will give you back what most would find little repayment. This, among many other reasons, is why I love you and miss you. May God bless you and may He give you the ability to access the strength that I know is already yours.

Now excuse me while I go get my weekly dose of Hugh Laurie. I will let you know what happens.

Sunday, October 21, 2007

Paris, je t'aime

I sit here watching The 9th Gate, a Polanski and Depp classic, for about the thirthieth time, and have just now realized that as of this month, this will be the first year in the last five that I have not been in Paris.

Forget the fact that I am not French, have no French in me, and am not even completely competent in speaking the language - I consider Paris to be in strong competition for being "my city". Don't ask me how this happens. But as a very wise, beautiful and classic Frog once said, "sometimes home is just a feeling." (that would be La Deneuve herself, Catherine).

On that note, I am finally committing to attending the French language group that meets Wednesday nights in Santa Barbara. Watch me get a job and start Wednesday morning, now that I've said that....

ZZzzzz....

In a mixture of boredom and self-pity, I stayed home last night (a Saturday), even while my parents had made the generous offer of going out to dinner, to instead dine on the second half of my lunchtime sandwich and buy a movie on pay per view that turned out to be another waste of my time.

After retiring to my bed at a reasonable hour, coming 15 pages closer to wrapping up the 1000 page brick of a book I have been embedded in for a month, I decided it was time for sleep. Cut to 4am, and I am still lying awake. I don't think that I have ever had a problem sleeping, and doing it well at that. Something must have messed with the cogs and cranks of my system, because now, on a beautiful Sunday morning, I feel as if I have been out raging all night. In fact, that's the story I'm sticking with if any of my friends under the age of 45 ask me why I am so tired.

I am disgracing the entire race of 20-something single women in America. I will work on correcting this shortly

....And thus, I begin my blog.